...

There's a grief that can't be spoken.
There's a pain goes on and on.
Empty chairs at empty tables
Now my friends are dead and gone.

Here they talked of revolution.
Here it was they lit the flame.
Here they sang about `tomorrow'
And tomorrow never came.

From the table in the corner
They could see a world reborn
And they rose with voices ringing
I can hear them now!
The very words that they had sung
Became their last communion
On the lonely barricade at dawn.

Oh my friends, my friends forgive me

That I live and you are gone.
There's a grief that can't be spoken.
There's a pain goes on and on.

Phantom faces at the window.
Phantom shadows on the floor.
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will meet no more.

Oh my friends, my friends, don't ask me
What your sacrifice was for
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will sing no more.
Nothing more...nothing less.

In the storms...

That is all there is to say...

So...it has come to this? I never thought it would happen...

Well, today's weather suits the mood I was in, dark, dreary, miserable. Today wasn't that good of a day...neither was the week for that matter, or month or EVEN year. Why do I say this? Because, I knew what was going to happen, and LO AND BEHOLD, it is happening.

The only good part of the day was when I got a raise...but that happiness lasted only about...5 seconds. However, one of my friends, and I got our lunch break at the same time, so we walked and talked...something I haven't done in a long time. It was good.

Having someone tell you that they feel that you are slowly moving apart hurts. Especially when you have invested much time, tears, and thought into the relationship. It is quite irritating. But I was sort of expecting it. I never was good at keeping friends, I always lose them after a few years. I never give up on people...at least till there is no hope. Then I have to let go. I hate it, it feel like I'm being torn apart.

It's the worse feeling in the world.

"When you feel the sun shining on you, it is my smile...and when you hear the wind whispering through the trees, it is my whisper that I am always with you."

I like that quote. It makes me feel a little better.

Back to the rain...The rain made me think of the song, "Remember when it rained" The version with the thunder rolling, it sounds amazing. It makes me think of storms, so beautiful yet at times so devastating.

That is all...

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As you all can see the post of venting is gone...It is done now...so yeah.

"The Tribe Has Spoken..." and other thoughts and musings,

Well...a lot has been on my mind since the last update. One such the ENTIRE first season of Survivor! I love that show. It is amazing in all ways.
There is its picture...gaze upon it's splendor. I just finished it, Special features and all, today. And man, does it leave you wanting more...so, as soon as I can get the money, I will be getting the next season...Survivor...AUSTRALIA! So, yeah, I am quite happy with the show, I like it mucho.
And I am watching the current season, (Survivor: Fiji) Almost religiously. My favorite guy is STILL in, he has made it down to the final 6. At least he will be on the Jury.

Here is a link to the Survivor website, where you can see ALL of the episodes of the current season. Survivor

And here is one to the Wikipedia article. Article

Now, enough of that.

Umm...My next post will be an interesting one...with Graduation so close and all...

Well, I will give no more hints.