So...it has come to this? I never thought it would happen...
Well, today's weather suits the mood I was in, dark, dreary, miserable. Today wasn't that good of a day...neither was the week for that matter, or month or EVEN year. Why do I say this? Because, I knew what was going to happen, and LO AND BEHOLD, it is happening.
The only good part of the day was when I got a raise...but that happiness lasted only about...5 seconds. However, one of my friends, and I got our lunch break at the same time, so we walked and talked...something I haven't done in a long time. It was good.
Having someone tell you that they feel that you are slowly moving apart hurts. Especially when you have invested much time, tears, and thought into the relationship. It is quite irritating. But I was sort of expecting it. I never was good at keeping friends, I always lose them after a few years. I never give up on people...at least till there is no hope. Then I have to let go. I hate it, it feel like I'm being torn apart.
It's the worse feeling in the world.
"When you feel the sun shining on you, it is my smile...and when you hear the wind whispering through the trees, it is my whisper that I am always with you."
I like that quote. It makes me feel a little better.
Back to the rain...The rain made me think of the song, "Remember when it rained" The version with the thunder rolling, it sounds amazing. It makes me think of storms, so beautiful yet at times so devastating.
That is all...
The only good part of the day was when I got a raise...but that happiness lasted only about...5 seconds. However, one of my friends, and I got our lunch break at the same time, so we walked and talked...something I haven't done in a long time. It was good.
Having someone tell you that they feel that you are slowly moving apart hurts. Especially when you have invested much time, tears, and thought into the relationship. It is quite irritating. But I was sort of expecting it. I never was good at keeping friends, I always lose them after a few years. I never give up on people...at least till there is no hope. Then I have to let go. I hate it, it feel like I'm being torn apart.
It's the worse feeling in the world.
"When you feel the sun shining on you, it is my smile...and when you hear the wind whispering through the trees, it is my whisper that I am always with you."
I like that quote. It makes me feel a little better.
Back to the rain...The rain made me think of the song, "Remember when it rained" The version with the thunder rolling, it sounds amazing. It makes me think of storms, so beautiful yet at times so devastating.
That is all...
posted by Aielunknown at 8:43 PM
2 Comments:
Though I know what you are talking about - know this:
We'll always be friends. No matter where life takes us.
Thats what tears us all apart - moving around. Not us, unless we let ourselves and push each other out.
God bless
I understand it. Or at least, the dreary rain feeling. I was misssserable all day.
I'm going to email you whist you are away in college. When can I start emailing the college email account?
I also understand the friends moving apart. My cousin, who was always so close to me told me that this fall, and it broke my heart, because it was true for her and I - even though we lived close and saw each other on holidays, we really had grown far apart more than miles had ever separated us - we'd both gone through so much for the other, and for what? We've come to a sort of terms with it for now though...
I'm really sorry you feel that way about something right now though - it's the worst feeling in the world, you're right - I wish I could spare you from it. But that's life...
I miss you, even though I'll see you on Tuesday. It's quite silly really. I wish I could do something to cheer you up.
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