"Do you remember?"

Yeah I used today's theme song as my title.






I have been thinking ALL day about two things. Before I get started, A couple of posts ago, (or the last one, I don't remember...) I mentioned something for which I chose the song "Boston & St. Johns" Well for those who don't know yet...

I will be deploying to Afghanistan in early January. What does that mean? Well, on Saturday night, I was up till 0230 praying for one thing, that I could just see the people I mentioned in the post. No matter how briefly, just to say thanks in person. I may never come back from deployment, that is a simple truth.

NOW, back to the two things. The first thing I want to do is take a poll...

Which do you think is worse?

1) Physical death of a friend

2)Social death of a friend(ship)

What do I mean by social death? I mean that you are no longer on speaking terms. Not because you want it that way, but because the other person is no longer interested.

For me, I think the social death would be worse.

So yeah, that is the first thing that I thought about all day. The second, is that no matter how hard I try, some people are IMPOSSIBLE to reach, and when I try and try, they get upset, or mad. Now, I have a legit reason for this. I am leaving for school in August, and after that I deploy. I am running at of time and I am starting to get a little frantic. Well I am done for today, check back next time. =]

A vent by me via blog...

Well, before I start writing, I will post today's theme song.



Bad Day (Video) - Daniel Powter


So, back to the venting.

For those of you who don't know what I am doing for work right now, I am a lowly cart attendant at the Target in Hooksett. I enjoy my job. I get to enjoy the warm weather, the rain and the lush wind that blows through there all the time. However there are three things that really annoy me are.

1. People leaving their carts OUTSIDE the carts areas provided in the parking lot.
2. People leaving nasty garbage in the carts.
3. People in general.

So yeah, today was a bad day...still is. Work was busy, people haven't replied to my messages, certain people have been...annoying. I all of a sudden have an excellent idea for a new post!...but I will save that for tomorrow. There is a possum in my window! Random, I know...wait...there are TWO possums in my window! Time to save the poor buggers. Bye for now

Who knew something so small could make such a major impact?

Well, my now non-existent readers,

I have A NEW post!! This one should be long...and for many reasons.

Reason number 1)

I have had three songs that have been on my mind a LOT. I have provided links to the videos, all of which I have posted before, but never all at once.

Consequence Free I wish I did better at things during my last semester in High school

Clearest Indication I feel like Everything is spinning, and I ask myself, Where do I stand?

Boston & St. Johns I can't say me reason for linking this video, but it has a reason that I shall reveal hopefully sometime in the near future.


Anyway now that the links are out of the way, I can move on to the bulk of my text this evening.

My title is directly related to my topic. We normally consider dreams small, yes? I mean we usually never remember them (CLEARLY) for a few hours. Wednesday night I had two dreams. Although I had two, I will be focusing on one. In this dream, I visited the past.The three scenes that I saw always had one thing in common. There were always the same 4 people...Myself and three others. These three were all in the dream for a different reason, (I believe, mind this is what I THINK) and at the same time the all shared one thing in common, they ALL Deeply inpacted my life in one way, shape or form.

One person I hurt.
One, I never told how much I appreciated them allowing me to bounce ideas of them.
One, I just never thanked for being such a cool guy B-D

What do they all have in common though?

I never thanked them for the totally awesome friends that they are. They have been there for me, encouraged me, made me laugh, etc. These people are the best anyone could ever find. There is a quote that says that "If you find one good friend, You have lived a good life." If that is true, what would that mean if I found Three?? I am currently making some plans that involve these three and hopefully more. Well I think this will be all...for now. Expect a follow up post in about a week, if not sooner.

For now, the poster that is me,

Brad

P.S. I encourage you all to listen to Over the Hills and far away...good upbeat song. =]