Bradford's Cabana: March 2007

Yes, I love the song, "Si Volvieras A Mi"

Si Volvieras A Mi... that song that is calming and soothing...yet so sad...yet hopeful. This is one of my favorite Josh Groban songs. I don't think anyone needs this song played for them like the other one...but it is still worth hearing...listen to it...it is a lovely song.

I realized that I am more dense than I thought...and that I can be a jerk...to the 100th power. I hope to straighten certain things out soon...hopefully sooner rather than later. Anyways...

I got my first Genesis CD...I am muy happy. Is very nifty. At least I think so... Anyway...the lyrics to "Si Volvieras A Mi"...translated into english.

How to survive
How to calm my thirst
How can I continue without you
How can I jump without a net [to catch me]
With that farewell so wild and cruel
You hurt me to the core
I remain stuck in time
And my heart is a desert

Oh if you would come back to me
The sun moves through 1000 spring times
If you returned to me
It would be miracle with each kiss you give me
But today you’re gone
And there is no turning back

What is there after you?
More than these tears
Like the rain in a garden
Little music in end
I could try but I would fall
Today I say “goodbye” on bended knees
That by good of the two
I sense the emptiness in you
I’m crazy that I am dying of love

Oh if you could come back to me
The sun moves through 1000 spring times
If you returned to me
It would miracle each time you see me.
But today you are gone
And there is no return for us

And, I am an undone hurricane,
The fire and fury of a volcano
That doesn’t turn off
I was like a fine wine
Slave to you
I am no longer able

Oh if you come back to me,
if you come back
If you returned me,
I would be happy once again
But today you are gone
And there is no turning back.

I don't like the song for the words in english...but when it is sung in Spanish, they flow and sound amazing...coupled with the totally amazing music...and here is a video...

The song is amazing...I love it. There IS a better one...but I can't find it...so there. Bye now.

...The silence was the loudest thing I ever heard...

It has been...five days...an there isn't anything. Just a piece of paper...a piece of paper that I hold onto.

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved

Well, that song is for someone. I know it is. And I have thinking about something...that has to do with the song...

And to whom it may concern...silence isn't helping...a hello maybe? That is all I have for now.

Remember When It Rained....

This song says everything... Do YOU remember when it rained?...I do.

Wash away the thoughts inside
That keep my mind away from you.
No more love and no more pride
And thoughts are all I have to do.

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
Felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the darkness I remain.

Tears of hope run down my skin.
Tears for you that will not dry.
They magnify the one within
And let the outside slowly die.

Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
I felt the ground and looked up high
And called your name.
Ohhhhhh Remember when it rained.
In the water I remain
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down
Running down

What's that?

What's that? That is the question a little girl who frequents my checkout lane at Hannafords asks. Each and EVERY item that goes down the belt she asks, "What's that?"
She is one of my FAVORITE regulars. :-)

That is a random picture of me in all of my splendor! Fear me.

Anyway, this past Saturday, was St. Patrick's Day. How did I celebrate? Well, first I got out of going to work at 7:00 AM...then I went to Church to Shovel a LOT of snow (and if you have been to my church, then you know how much snow there can be.), then shovel many bucketfuls of sand to the sander...each bucket potentially weighing 250 pounds.
All the while speaking in an Irish accent, and wearing green as well as listening to Celtic Music.

Then at Youthgroup, we played LUCKY Leprechauns! How do you play? Well, let me tell ye.

First you get many volunteers...then they all line up in a staright line. You hand the first person a Peep (tm) then they have to say "Lucky Leprechaun" CLEARLY. And you move down the line until someone cannot say it...I tied for first YAY! The bad part was having the sticky fingers, and puking up nasty Peep (tm) mess. Yech...

That was my ST Patrick's Day.

Then Sunday came...usually a good day for me...but this one would be different...Sunday, Our beloved Pastor announced his retirement. This is a big thing for our church. In it 29 years of existence, we have only had TWO pastors, and The current Pastor, Pastor clow, has been the one I had since I started going there...so it is tough...and the same night, I learn that one of my friends whom I have grown up with got Engaged. It's weird, I've known him 9 years...and I guess that seeing him now an adult and Engaged is weird.

So yeah. That is all I can think of...

Remember this...I think, therefore, I.M!