What have I become?
Animal I Have Become lyrics
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
~Three Days Grace, "Animal I have Become"~
So yes, this somewhat answers the question in the title, not EXACTLY explain me, but close enough. It is like I am two people, the "Animal" and the real me, it is a battle now, almost a legitimate Schizophrenia. It is quite scary, and it is hurting me and hurting others.
It is because of the built up emotion. Each day, it gets worse and worse. Who knows what the end result is? Will I be the same? It's a scary thought. Again, this is just a VAGUE VERY VAGUE idea of how I feel, like an animalNow, again again, this song is VERY inaccurate of how I am...but the theme is almost the same. I still control myself. ;-P Though I slip often. :-( ...that is all.
My prayer...and hope.
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
~Three Days Grace, "Animal I have Become"~
So yes, this somewhat answers the question in the title, not EXACTLY explain me, but close enough. It is like I am two people, the "Animal" and the real me, it is a battle now, almost a legitimate Schizophrenia. It is quite scary, and it is hurting me and hurting others.
It is because of the built up emotion. Each day, it gets worse and worse. Who knows what the end result is? Will I be the same? It's a scary thought. Again, this is just a VAGUE VERY VAGUE idea of how I feel, like an animalNow, again again, this song is VERY inaccurate of how I am...but the theme is almost the same. I still control myself. ;-P Though I slip often. :-( ...that is all.
My prayer...and hope.
posted by Aielunknown at 11:31 AM
4 Comments:
That song has a sound so different from what I associate with you. What is the video clip from, B? It's such a great song. And, I love that it is your prayer and hope. Way to be, dude. Way to be. All we have is our hope in God. No matter how big the storm is that rages within, so long as we keep that hope in Him, He will get us through. He really will.
That is because it is NOT me. You can see the two sides of the conflict. The torn confused, enraged side, and the calm, quiet, peaceful side.
Like I said, I am close to a legitimate schizophrenia. I talk to myself, and I have more than one personality. It's quite scary. Ask my If you were to ask my Rook Sisters or Brothers, they would tell you the same.
Be sure to post about your audition...
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